Merry Merry Christmas!
Yet another lonely Christmas this year, waiting to see how many more to go! haha.
Anyways, updates from me. Life’s been pretty bumpy so far, with loads of down for me and not ups. I’ve yet to see the Ups. Sigh, something did happened this month, and it’s not anything worth mentioning. This ‘incident’ had caused me to have alot of recollections about that day and thus causing me to worry over something that I don’t think it might even happen.
After the incident, I dun ‘me’ anymore. I felt like a different person, at times, I might feel fuck up. I curse the girl who made me feel this way, made me feel traumatized.
2010′s been pretty depressing, never thought I’d end the year like this. But I know i have to embrace and welcome 2011. For 2011, might be a better year. And yes, 2011 will be the start of a new chapter for me. I will be fine, I know I will be. I need time.
Terence
